right before myt last "relationship i wrote this
im going to reflect on that for a while.
also today in theis documentary on alejandro joderowsky he said that ending a pointless fight isent self depreciating. if you are going to fight make sure the advasary is worth the energy.
this is entriely true. and no one i have been allowing to affect me is worth any of my energy. god i am lame and blind!