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experiment #2
2002-10-29, 11:28 a.m.

i have been failing to keep track of my experiments

so today i resolve to log a slew of them.

experiment #2 (drugs)


At first i thought it was cuering my depression because it made my head hurt so bad that i couldnt sleep nonetheless think.

post painful chemical rearrangement i have discovered a lack of animal instinct. THe main department im upset about is the sex.

Its liek being mecahnical. My eyes register arousal, my sking registers touch, my brain sends the signal you are aroused. my body fails to react.

It is liek watching lief through a window. I wonder how numb i have to be before my body can automate itself.

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