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2005-01-08, 10:10 p.m.

i had a epiphany today, if thats what it can be expressd as, in this human language.

i am ritualisticly purifying myself, as ritualistic as one can in this state of the art modern era. i emerged from the steambath (i must make due with what i can sneak into) to a different reality.

in every direction, my glance seemed to unpeel layers of indifference. the horizon was coloured marmalade and i cant remember in this lifetime ever experiencing infinite wonder.

i am anything but fundamentally loathsome. but contained in that tune is one of the greatest odes to the human condition. seering pain of conciousness. acceptance is transedance and i think now that i have found my peace.

i have begun my script.

stay tuned...................

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