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current | archives | profile | email | gbook | notes | host | design more contemplation another contemplative entry -------------------------------- there is a reason for tattoos besides body art. tribal ritual going through growth and pain as a purifying cleansing. redoing my arm really went deep. there are lots of little dark pieces flowign in my blood know knocked loose by the needlebuzz. i have lost passion over the last few weeks and i am at peace and content with the going ons but i seem to have lost the fire for photography. i need to be alone yet i have so many social obligations it drives me crazy. escape into my own head maybe thats why i like doing landscaping so much. all i know is that im moving west. onto greater adventures. i thaut that maybe my photo video career has come to an end but i look at my photos and i see that they are more than simply faces or bodies that they are infinite moments captured in a single frame. it would be a crime to give that up and i am guilty of not doing enough with all the gifts i have been giving. to be able to write draw direct edit laugh even feel to the ridiculous capacity that i do on a daily secondly basis is outrageous. right now i Want to talk to ted nugent. of all the people i have met or worked with i feel he would have the best advice. because i think all in all he is the most purely driven person i know. it has nothing to do with anything like fame or money just that his hearts in it onehundred persent and you half to respect that. although talking to him cna be quite exhausting seeing as its like one word relevant 100 words irrelevant (realting to sex hunting and the guitar then again maybe that is relevant afterall) |
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